Walking out of my work place, I had that sick feeling that I'd just done something I was sure to regret, and it gnawed at me all afternoon.
As I reviewed how I'd gotten myself into this mess, I remembered that earlier that morning I'd been stewing over something a coworker had done. It really bothered me. I was filled with frustration, and instead of taking it to the Lord, I unloaded it on another co-worker whom I considered a friend. As I walked by my friend's cubical, our passing pleasantries quickly turned into a gripe session.
I knew I was wrong to talk about our coworker that way. I had to ask her forgiveness and make it right. At the first opportunity, I went to her and confessed my guilt and wrongdoing.
At times like these, there is an awareness of the depth of our sinful condition, and it leads us to a greater appreciation for God's grace.
But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. 1 John 1:9 (NLT)
I'm glad that God forgave me for the things I said in that cubical. I wish I would have spoken to the Lord about my feelings earlier in the day, and then maybe I could have had the attitude adjustment I needed before I opened my mouth.
Today, however, I have a better understanding of myself and a deeper appreciation for God's forgiveness and grace and I'm renewing my commitment to let God control my attitudes and actions.
Think About It...
What does this devotional reveal to me about God?
What does this devotional reveal to me about myself?
Based on this, what changes do I need to make?
What is my prayer for today?
